I asked a friend, "what to write ah, dekat blog?" and he said;
"tulis ah benda jiwang. org Melayu suka benda jiwang."
"kau racist apa? -.-"
To be writing about love, or feelings, for that matter, is highly connotative. What one believes or experiences may or may not be in direct disposition, of the same manner. apasal aku cakap macam nak buat report nih? However, the point is there. if i were to write of feelings, it will be strongly one-sided (though there is a proportion of beauty in such physics). So, i apologize in advance if the words i shall say seem childish/naive/ignorant/geli/menyampah/sedih?/jiwang/humorous?/etc.
Yes, let us talk about feelings.
Facing the fact, i have never involved myself with a thing called a "relationship". [to some it might sound sad, and to some, it might sound like i'm the luckiest guy on earth, depending on one's POV (Point Of View).] and along this road named life, occasionally i would feel like wanting such pleasures, only to stop myself from doing so, thanks to rationality and fate. but i still had my fair share of crushes. so i know exactly how to describe a girl/woman of whom i have fallen for. lemme try.
(since this is an imaginary person, lets call her... ... Maggi)
To me, Maggi is the idealistic manifestation of beauty. perfect in every single way (though i prefer not to tell her dat). The extent of my love for her is to the point i dont want the tiniest part of her body to be burned by hellfire (i still have religion) and then... then... err... roses are blue, violets are.. violet? dang!
Ok, so i fail at describing the one i love. doesnt mean i fail at life (stab) hey! being inexperienced in love has its own benefits. for example, u can savour all your "first times" much better. like, the first time having direct eye contact (OMG i wanna faint!) for those well-versed in relationships, such petty things might seem insignificant. in other words, my first girlfriend would be the luckiest gal in the world, as i would appreciate every mili-plankton of her affection (there's too much parentheses in this entry. -.-)
Lets drop the topic. (???) clearly i am not ready to talk about feelings of the sort. ... or u can use "under-educated". suits u. but one things fo sho. i have feelings too. and maybe by the time my feelings materialize, i'd be able to write 'em here. (if i dont decide to ditch blogging, which is very possible)
But hey, Life is to have fun, or die trying. :D
Setelah sekian lamanya
Oh my! I can't believe I just wrote a Malay title. no, no, I can't believe I'm even writing anything at all..!!! its been what, 1 and a half years since I last posted. its been so long, i think it could be a sin. a lot of people have gotta be mad at me. ... ... well, maybe not, since only three (3) are following. -.-
"Feelings" are like water in the river. it flows continuously, sometimes strong, sometimes weak. Life is a maze. (What the? -.-)
I am currently watching Upin & Ipin. (Hardly brings any form of meaning -.-)
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Maybe this page was supposed to be left untouched after all. i'm no good at writing random stuff. heck, i'm no good at writing. (please someone, just slap me)
in any case, who cares, imma start writing again!!!!!!!!!! and i dont have to worry bout nothin' since nobody would even read anythin stated here. now this is called freedom!! ( ... loneliness?)
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I hate you. T.T
I love my team
who would've thought that life can take a very wrong turn?
who would've thought that your life can crumble just with you putting a laptop on a chair?
who would've thought that i would be writing these seemingly meaningless words?
I'm going to UIA debate this 24th april, witha new line-up. this year,I'll be going with the ever-rebutting Ata, cool Adila, and little Alisya.
Memories aren't easy to be worthwile, and past memories of debating were treasures. Kak Mint, Kak Abid, Kak Chai, Kak Ara, Kak Aisyah, Sir Bukh, Cikgu Fakhrul, Natasha, Ata, Hazim, Kak Farah, Kak Sepah, Abg Shaz, Adila, Liyana, and people who aren't near anymore, like Alyaa, Syamimi, Omar. People I can't forgive myself if i dare to forget.
Then there are those who will create new memories with me, like Shah, Syira, n others..?
well then, wish me love n luck...
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