To adore is to have a heart

   I asked a friend, "what to write ah, dekat blog?" and he said;

"tulis ah benda jiwang. org Melayu suka benda jiwang."

"kau racist apa? -.-"

   To be writing about love, or feelings, for that matter, is highly connotative. What one believes or experiences may or may not be in direct disposition, of the same manner. apasal aku cakap macam nak buat report nih? However, the point is there. if i were to write of feelings, it will be strongly one-sided (though there is a proportion of beauty in such physics). So, i apologize in advance if the words i shall say seem childish/naive/ignorant/geli/menyampah/sedih?/jiwang/humorous?/etc.
   Yes, let us talk about feelings.

   Facing the fact, i have never involved myself with a thing called a "relationship". [to some it might sound sad, and to some, it might sound like i'm the luckiest guy on earth, depending on one's POV (Point Of View).] and along this road named life, occasionally i would feel like wanting such pleasures, only to stop myself from doing so, thanks to rationality and fate. but i still had my fair share of crushes. so i know exactly how to describe a girl/woman of whom i have fallen for. lemme try.

(since this is an imaginary person, lets call her... ... Maggi)

   To me, Maggi is the idealistic manifestation of beauty. perfect in every single way (though i prefer not to tell her dat). The extent of my love for her is to the point i dont want the tiniest part of her body to be burned by hellfire (i still have religion) and then... then... err... roses are blue, violets are.. violet? dang!

   Ok, so i fail at describing the one i love. doesnt mean i fail at life (stab) hey! being inexperienced in love has its own benefits. for example, u can savour all your "first times" much better. like, the first time having direct eye contact (OMG i wanna faint!) for those well-versed in relationships, such petty things might seem insignificant. in other words, my first girlfriend would be the luckiest gal in the world, as i would appreciate every mili-plankton of her affection (there's too much parentheses in this entry. -.-)

   Lets drop the topic. (???) clearly i am not ready to talk about feelings of the sort. ... or u can use "under-educated". suits u. but one things fo sho. i have feelings too. and maybe by the time my feelings materialize, i'd be able to write 'em here. (if i dont decide to ditch blogging, which is very possible)

   But hey, Life is to have fun, or die trying. :D